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Dinosaurs On Other Planets

Danielle McLaughlin
Publisher
The Stinging Fly
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ISBN
9781906539511


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From The Art of Foot-Binding

Begin on the feast day of the goddess Guanyin, that she may grant mercy. Or on the cusp of winter when the cold will numb bones splintered like ice on a broken lake. Begin when she is young, when the bones are closer to water and a foot may be altered like the course of a mountain stream.

It is Tuesday and the woman who comes to clean has been in, leaving the hall smelling like the inside of a taxi, a synthetic pine fragrance called Alpine Spring, though it is the first week of November. Janice unbuttons her wet coat, hangs it on a peg. She has thought to mention that she dislikes the scent, but she and the cleaner rarely overlap and, written down—I do not like the air freshener—the complaint seems trivial, almost petty. There is also the fact that the woman cleans for a number of other mothers at the school. Janice already senses a hierarchy of allegiances, suspects minor betrayals and indiscretions.

Music is coming from upstairs, a heavy thud of bass that vibrates through the ceiling: the sound of Becky skipping hockey practice. Mrs Harding from next door will be around. She will have been sitting by her front window, watching for Janice's return, and will now be struggling into her ankle-length fur, lacing up her shoes, ready for the assault on Janice's front steps. She will complain how the wet leaves make them slippery, as if Janice has set a trap, and then, the music stopped, she will sit for an hour at the kitchen table, sniffing a cup of tea, and talking.

As she climbs the stairs, Janice pauses on the half-landing to rearrange the collection of crystals, miniature figurines of birds and animals. They are displayed on a table by the window where the light shows them to best advantage. Every Tuesday, the cleaner removes them to dust the table, and every Tuesday returns them in reverse order. Today, inexplicably, the table appears not to have been dusted, and still they are out of position.

In her daughter's bedroom, a row of stuffed toys gazes from a shelf. The years haven't been kind, each toy suffering its own peculiar disability: a ragged, tail-less Eeyore, a moulting, one-eyed teddy bear. Becky scowls when she sees her mother. T told you to knock,' she says, switching off the music. She turned fourteen the previous July, and is suddenly grown taller and broader. Her face, already too round to be pretty, has become rounder, and she has taken to wearing her long, brown hair, her best feature, in a tight bun. She is sitting on the bed, still in her school blouse and skirt. Her shoes and her grey woollen socks have been removed and she is winding a pair of Janice's tights around her right foot, the nylon already laddered where it stretches across her toes.

'What do you think you're doing?' Janice says. 'Binding my feet.'

Janice watches her daughter attempt to curl her toes underneath her foot, watches them spring back up again. 'You're kidding, right?'

'It's for a history project with Ms Matthews. Basically, it's about how women suffered long ago.'

'I still don't understand why you're binding your feet.'

'So I can em-path-ise?' Becky says, 'so I can see what it was like to be oppressed? Basically.' 'How old is Ms Matthews?'

Becky doesn't answer. She is winding the tights in a band around her toes. Just below her ankle is a silvery-pink scar where she caught it in a door as a child and the skin has grown back a shade lighter. She takes a strip of white material from a pile beside her on the bed and begins bandaging her foot, winding the cloth round and round, until the foot is a white stub.

Split the belly of a live calf and place her feet in the wound, deep, so that blood covers the ankles. If there is no calf, heat the blood of a monkey until it boils, add mulberry root and tannin. Soak the feet until the skin is soft.

The room is cold and Janice makes her way across the debris on the floor—underwear, magazines, aerosol canisters—to close the window. Tampons in brightly coloured wrappers spill like sweets from a box on the dressing table, beside eye­shadows and lip-gloss. They seem out of place, these adult things, as if a child has been playing with the contents of her mother's handbag. The bedroom is to the back of the house overlooking a narrow garden that slopes to the river. When Becky was small, Janice had worried that she would wander away and drown, and one summer Philip constructed a fence from sheets of metal nailed to wooden stakes. It has served its purpose but is an eyesore now, the metal sheeting buckled and rusted. Once spring arrives, Janice thinks, once the days are longer and the weather milder, she will dismantle it. She shuts the window and draws across the curtains.

Becky is still busy with the tights. Beside her on the bed are several sheets of paper, including one headed 'The Art of Foot-Binding', a poor-quality facsimile of a handwritten manual. Next to it is a page of photos and diagrams, some accompanied by instructions: Rub the feet with bian stone, or a piece of bull's horn. Janice does not immediately recognise the thing in the photographs as a foot. It is a greyish-white lump, toes melted into the sole like plastic that has been left too near a fire. The owner of the foot smiles shyly out at the camera. There is something grotesque, almost sordid, in the way she displays her deformity, like a freak act from an old travelling circus, and Janice looks away, back to her daughter's feet. As she watches Becky winding the strips round and round, she recognises the delicate scalloping of the Egyptian cotton pillowcases from the guest bedroom.